I should learn to believe; Not to be afraid and just do my best.

School's starting soon. I am scared, at the same time feeling excited. But it seems I dun have close frens there, and I feel so demoralized when I see others making frens so quick. Tmr I will heading down np to submit some documents. Another trip which will make me so scared and unsecured. Anw one of a pri school fren who actually concerned about me, sending me encouraging texts when i text her with some troubles on enrollment stuff. This make me feel so sweet sometimes, and i feel treasured lol. Its like when i ask her to acc me go np, although she cant make it on the day itself, she even make the effort to ask me if she want other days. I havent seen her for sometime, like 3 yrs alrdy. but i can see that she is becoming more and caring towards others. i bet that i will nvr become like tat. Sometimes i really do wonder if i really deserve all this care and concerns from frens?