Complaint

Why are u so emo nowadays,? :'(

Next fri will be our last trg, and last trg should be a distress one, but they dun even wan let us relax, we still have to plan a campcraft trg with the FIs, teach them according to syllabus. for my whole entire life being a nco, i dun even now wats the syllabus and didnt even see it, okay atleast once ONLY. therefore should i skip it next week? seriously i cant wait to pass out from npcc, i dun understand some ppl can love it so much.

I realised smth, my ct2 was able to improve was becoz that period i skipped several trgs, it lessen my stress, and i can pay more attention during class. that cca wasted so much of my time, tat time i wanted to commit very much, but failed, everytime. macau trip is like tat, 45th anniversary is also like tat.

Next thing to complain, for 4yrs of this friendship, i grew more and more hate her, but still, i make a effort to carry on this friendship despite the fact she everytime touch my hands, legs, shoulders, butt.. although i hate it, i wont ask her to stop, i am afraid that will upset her. but till last week, she did smth i cannot tahan anymore. she did it once, but becoz i treat her like a friend, i choose to let go, but she did it again afterwards, and this time round is really way to far. i see no point for us to carry on this friendship anymore. i hate her, i really dun wish to see her. but how? i have to see her everyday in schl, sometimes even take the same bus with her.


i tink blogging, afterall cannot express my anger and disappointment towards everything. haix
who can i share my secret with?